Lose Lose

It seems like we fought a battle, except there weren't any winners. All that's left is hurt feelings, regret, and words that you can never take back. It's done and out in the universe now. There's no going back or do overs, there's no sorry's or let's try it a different way. All possiblities have been exhausted, and all we can do is save what's left of our pride and ourselves. So it is as will be for now; our destiny has been rewritten. Somehow we lost our way and strayed from our lain path. So as it is, I have to pave a new path and pray that I don't lead myself to and endless search in filling the void you left. Somewhere along our journey we lost our way. We ignored all of the signs including the one that said "Turn Left to Nowhere". 

What a bitter end to such a sweet beginning. 

New to This..

I always feel that I have so much on my mind, and so much that I want to say. I am the type of person that doesn't really like to let the world know completely what I am thinking or what's in my heart. There are only a handful of friends and family who actually know the makings of me, THE REAL ME!!! And to those particular people I have to say thank you, because sometimes I am not easy to read or follow. But its a new day, and I've done things the same way for so long its worth trying a new way. For years I've kept a never ending book in my head, but now I'm willing to let the world read it.



And so it was written.......